| Sunday, September 18th, 2005 |
| 2:00 am |
Update. After years of believing I didn't really like any alcohol I have now discovered Port is nice. Actually studying. Juniper is living with her mommy now. |
| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005 |
| 4:34 am |
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| Monday, October 25th, 2004 |
| 12:34 am |
I haven't written much as I am content, I have a girlfriend in my life that I love, I have friends that I care for, I have a job and the prospect of getting a better job soon. As for what is new... I have the strange urge to make salad dressings. I bought a canvas from michaels, 3 feet by 2 feet, no staples on the sides. Its been a long while, long enough for me to make another attempt at something - artistic. I'll post it to my art journal when I am done, which I am sure, will be quite some time from now. -William |
| Wednesday, October 13th, 2004 |
| 4:06 am |
Update- I got a haircut. I am happy with it to the point of almost being vain, which is good since I was worried I'd be sad about the loss of my old 'look' I'll eventually put up some pictures. I miss talking to alot of my online-friends (because I work so much) & I love (and miss) my girlfriend, who I hope to see relatively soon. *Kisses Val* you're my sweetie. -William |
| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 |
| 3:04 pm |
All that's really on my mind at the moment, is that... I miss my girlfriend Val, and the more time passes the more I realize that I miss her. But I have hope that things are going to get better. -William |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 3:24 am |
My cat is eating my potato chips out of the bag. My cat is wieeerd. -William |
| Friday, September 10th, 2004 |
| 2:36 am |
I spent the last hurricane with my gf. Twas fun. Lots and lots. This is she and I. She likes the same things I do...  I really liked seeing my gf. I hope this next hurricane stays away from fl. I am probably going to move soon. And I have a headache. That is all. =) Hugs to my friends, -William |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 1:52 am |
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| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004 |
| 4:10 pm |
Aced the county typing test 33% higher than the minimum required. I was told my odds were good for the position I have applied for, not many people have put in for it - as it required testing (and not everyone can pass the test - and then there's the drug testing, and the criminal background check, all of these go in my favor.) If I get it, I'll make 50% more than I do now - and I'll be happy and take care of everything I need to take care of that much faster, but if I *don't* hear from them in the next few days I'll go back to the testing facility and pass the tests for Access, Word, and Excel and go for a job that pays 100% more and has even fewer applicants (as in none). I am no longer idle and my skills and abilities are beginning to be useful again. -William |
| Sunday, August 29th, 2004 |
| 3:09 pm |
Off for another (not) fun filled day at work. But if my luck is good, I will get a better job soon. -William |
| Saturday, August 28th, 2004 |
| 12:32 am |
So often before - my thoughts were chaos. Yet lately I haven't been beset with whirling fragments, my mind has stripped away the comforting illusions that sit between the realm of feeling and truth, lifted the veil from my eyes and lain bare my true understanding of so many once painful things. Fluid crystal all of it. I understand. I don't know if I will be ok, but I know that I have a chance, if those I truly care for survive the coming days, and that is enough for me, for now. Life moves forward, and I hope all shall be well. Si vales, Valeo. -William |
| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 |
| 4:11 am |
Tormented by my own thoughts at 4am. *Sighs* Sleep eludes me. -William |
| Monday, August 23rd, 2004 |
| 3:01 am |
I am going to take a trip Wed. I need distance from this place for a brief respite. I am stressed out. I am waiting for inspiration. I am thinking. Trying to find the edges where the pieces align. -William |
| Friday, August 13th, 2004 |
| 10:09 am |
Since there is a hurricane tracking straight for this direction, and this is a wooden house, I am evacuating my mom to the east coast of florida. (She will visit my brother.) Will report back in when all this is done with. I really hope the house doesn't blow away. I hope all those I care for stay safe. -William |
| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
| 4:22 am |
My mom bought a lawn mower and I mowed the lawn, then I worked from eight till close tonight. I got the battery for my volvo. It lives again. Sitting in the car, just listening to the stereo... is kindof nice. Just a few gajillion minor repairs (and a few not so minor ones) left and it will be time for a road trip. -William |
| Wednesday, August 11th, 2004 |
| 3:11 am |
Niftyness
Quasi-good news in car land. They sell the clear cover part of the rear lights thats busted out of my cars backup lights for 9 dollars a pop. Whoot even. That beats buying the whole of the tail light assemblies for 35 bucks a piece from a junk yard. After I sleep I am getting a battery, hurrah. I have the technology, I can rebuild it! And I think I am gonna shell out some cash for a solar powered battery charger, so if it ever sits out for a long time again, the battery won't die... plus solar power = nifty. But don't tell my brother I said that... Now do I want to get Wally World's el-cheapy battery, or a nice expensive one like the MEGATRON... (with a little decepticon sticker even) ... Hmm. *Yawns* -William |
| Friday, August 6th, 2004 |
| 2:58 am |
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| Saturday, July 24th, 2004 |
| 12:07 am |
In a fit of dark humor I have applied for jobs at the University of Florida. 3 so far. I will keep applying for more as time passes. Spacing them out over time. They can't be worse than what I am doing now. Its a safe bet, nothing I have to say worth saying is going to go into my journal right now. Wanders off to brood or some such. -William |
| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 |
| 3:06 am |
Update... I'm still alive. -William |
| Saturday, June 19th, 2004 |
| 3:11 pm |
Hot, aching, scratched.
Chased Ketta - through many yards, past two dogs, other cats, through thorns and bushes and fences. The cat ran outside when my mom walked in. Bad CAT. *Sighs* I love my cats so much, knowing one day I may fail to catch them in time when they do something like this weighs heavily on me. But this time, I caught him... I must needs prepare for another day at work, I think a shower is called for. -William |